well it's been awhile..

nick got a job.. finally. lol but now we won't be able to be with each other everyday. i know you are all thinking, "well you shouldn't be together EVERYDAY" but it's just different. i love being with him. : )

i'm watching snl with lindsay lohan. she has really blonde hair now. it's ugly.

i'm gonna miss a lot of people when i go to college. a few of them are going away and some aren't even going. i'll miss you guys. a lot.

well i'm gonna go.. it'll probably be months again before i write in here.

Haven't updated in a while..

Me and Nick's 7 month was yesterday. We didn't do much. I was kinda sick so we just stayed around his house just watching tv and playing wow. Fun Fun. I'm so glad school is almost out. I want to move on from high school.

I don't know what to say in here really. So I'll just leave.

What a boring day. I'm watching the basketball game with Nick and my mom right now. Fun fun. I'm bored.. hah. anyways.....

I'm so happy right now. Things have changed and so much for the better. There's still lots of shady stuff said, but that's to be expected. I'm just happy we are all happy. Whether or not we are friends anymore.

School was pretty boring. Not much happened. I got an 82% on my American Government midterm test thing. It was actually a little harder than I thought it was going to be. I'm glad I got that grade though. I was happy.

Well, I'm gonna go watch some t.v.

School today is boring. Our big 10 page paper is due today. It was actually really easy. I wish I could have taken honors english but I forgot I'm stupid. Right? Anyways.. I've also got a big Physiology test today but Mr. Roberson isn't here. I hope this raises my grade to an A in there. I've been studying a lot for it. lol Hmm..

That lightening last night was really freaky. It was cool though because me and Nick were watching it and it looked pretty. haha. fuck off. I love Nick though. I'm so glad I have someone to love and who will always be there for me and who's good at sex. lmao. jk.. or am i?

I'm buying my tickets for the NFG concert coming up soon. I'm really excited. It's going to be me, Ben, Nick, Allison, and her friend Emily. We should all have fun. Plus I really wanna see The Sack in a big crowd of people who push and stuff. I bet he pussies out and goes to sit down. lol jk benny boy.

I'm happy Nick is coming to get me for lunch today. That makes me happy. I think I might skip school tomorrow. maybe? sure.

Well I think I'm gonna go. I wanna take a nap or something.





and I'm still waiting for a good day
I think I've held this long enough
I think it's safe to tell you some things
it's not just what you say to people
and it's not the way you look at me
it's the way you present yourself
for all your worst critics to see

Moving on...

Last night I had to work till 10. Fun. Not really. I work with this girl named Kristin and we just talk sex all night because she's like some kind of health counselor. Then Nick came and got me and we came back here so I could take a shower. Then we went back to his house and ate these ham and cheese sandwiches that were kind of gross.. but I was hungry so I ate one.

I think everything's going to change soon.. or it already has. I'm not sure if it's for the good or for the worse. It all depends on how you look at it I guess.

Anyways, tomorrow's Easter. We are going to my sister's house to eat dinner or lunch.. whatever. lol I remember when my mom used to hide all the Easter eggs outside and we all had to wake up at like 8 something in the morning to go look for them. It was really fucking gay. Anyways.. everyone have a nice Easter. : )

Let's end this post with some lyrics. This song is really good.

i should have known
what i was in for
i should have hit the ground running
but i never saw it coming
you always acted like you've never been through this before
how would i have figured out?

what do you take me for?
now i know you're just a joke
they're gonna settle the score
gonna know you're just a joke
break, break, but you cannot lie
they're gonna know

in your face
when i see a shallow disgrace
you left behind memories of your taste
wasted days did you get the wrong idea?
a step behind we're going all the wrong directions here

What a boring ass day so far. Nick is coming up to the school to eat lunch with me. <3 Yay. We're gonna have so much fun. I love him so much. Yee Haw. lol

Uhh what else. I wish people would stop telling other people to get over themselves.. because in reality, they are the ones who need to grow up and get over themselves.

I want a cell phone so bad. Donate money to the Mallory Wants A Cell Phone Fund. lol I want one.

I have to work Friday night and Saturday night. Hm. Whatever..

OH, Taste of Chaos is Monday and I'm so excited. <3<3<3<3<3 Me and Nick are gonna have soooo much fun!

REEEEEIGHT. hah.

Ok well I'm off to J.O. cuz that's all I ever do. see yah

Ok, Some people need to stop making blogs because all of us cool kids like me, Ben, Jade, Emily, and Teri all have one. Damn.. hop off all our nuts for real. Hah, just kidding fools. I saw Jade's FTJ profile. It's sooo cute. Please believe I rated her a 10. lmao. Today I was gonna skip 4th hour and go eat with Ben, Jade, Teri, and Nathan but decided not to because I didn't have any money. So I just went to discusion and debate and fucked around some more. I hate that class so much. Me and Becky had so much fun though. We were looking up websites where you can rate people and I went to imfat.com and omg. Fat chicks were every. NAKED fat chicks. It was so fucking nasty. Becky was laughing so hard. Physiology is probably the funnest class I have this year. There's A LOT of stuck up people in there but me, Amber Hauseman, Becky, Scott Hayes, and Kelly Campbell just fuck around and make fun of Mr. Roberson all the time. He's such a fucking idiot and I'm not lying. Me and Amber are always asking him sexual questions from Kelly cuz she's too scared to ask. Scott just sits back there and laughs so hard. It's the funnest time ever. ahhh off that subject. School is going by so fast. Prom is coming up and stuff. I remember going shopping with Jade last year like the week before prom to get her dress. It was so fun. lol Nick is sitting here doing his Government essay thing and he is so silly. He's so smart. <3 Me and Nick's 6 month is this month. It seems so long but sooooo short too. I've loved every minute though.


Well I'm out to play with myself. :)

It's March! Yay!

Let's see... last night was wierd and I feel really bad. So i'm really really really sorry. You know who you are. And I love you.

I'm so hungry right now. School is lame as usual. Just sitting in class doing nothing. I wish people would update their blogs.. *coughBENcoughNICKcough* lol Everyone's got a blog now. We're starting a trend. I've had mine since February of 2003 but I've deleted all my old posts.. because I sounded like a little kid talking back then. lmao.

I really love The Used. They make me smile. lol. I can't wait till the Taste of Chaos tour with Nick. 12 more days! I'm so excited.

Well guess I should go.. class is about over and I should start getting to work.

Much love my nigs.
-mallory-

ugh, school again.

It's been forever since I've posted and Nick keeps telling me to make a new post.. so here you go das nickels.

I had my big debate today. I did pretty well I guess. Me and Brittney won.. so I guess it was good. I hate stupid people who go through my stuff and read it. That's so immature.

well maybe i'll post later.. i'm in a bad mood kind of.

cya

Just woke up and I'm tired as a bitch. This next part is really funny. Nick just got fired from Hollister. lmfao. He was supposed to come in on Tuesday for some girl but he didn't or something. It was really confusing. lol. He's so silly.

Last night I had to go to my neices birthday party. Ben and Nick both came with me and it was pretty fun. Then we left and got really bored and went to the mall. Misty and Aurora showed up and we walked around for a little while. We went in to Maurices for a while and then saw Timmy and Foxy there too. There was a party at the mall. hah. We all went in to JCPenney's next because Aurora and I both work there and wanted to make fun of all the stupid fucks that work there. It was pretty fun. Then Aurora and Misty wanted to steal me and I didn't really wanna go because I didn't know them that well.. they are really nice though. So her Misty, Aurora, and Ben all went to Dairy Queen and Foxy and Timmy went to masturbate probably somewhere, and me and Nick went back to my house and talked. lol That was my wonderful night last night.

Well I'm on the phone with Nick and he's trying to talk to me but I'm ignoring him because he talks sooooo much. lmao. So I'm gonna go.

Mallory

So I just woke up and I'm sooo tired. Let's see.. last night Ben, Nick, and I went to see Hitch. It was an ok movie but it ended at like 12:30 and I was real tired. Then Benny Sack dropped us off and me and Nick hung out until about 2:15ish.

Me and Nick's 5 month anniversary today! <3 We'll prolly just stay home and watch movies or something. lol

Well I'm off to watch some tv..

much love-
mallory

I'm kinda tired now.. I don't know why. I'm just sitting here with my sisters and Kelli listening to music. I'm really bored because Nick's at work. I've gotta go to work at 5. I don't want to....

Let's see..Oh, last night we went to Nick's friends house and stayed there for a few hours. It was pretty fun. Then we came back to my house and stuff. I fell asleep and felt all bad. :(

I'm glad everyone has a blog or some type of journal now so I can read what's going on it their lives. Not like I'm a stalker or anything.. just because I don't really see them all that much anymore and I wanna know what's going on with them.

I hate people who are hypocritical so much. Yep. I also love sneaky people like Lauren. Hah, much love for you girl.

I got me and Nick's tickets to the Taste of Chaos tour for March 14. I'm really excited.. I think we are gonna have a lot of fun.

Well I'm off to listen to some more music and do nothing.

Love you all-
Mallory

Wow, I am such a tired beast. I had a really bad headache this morning and I was asking people if they had tylenol and this one black kid says he has tylenol sinus or something like that. He said it would make me sleepy but that's good because I wanted to sleep in Study Hall anyways. So I took it and it's like fucking whoa. I am so out of it right now.. It's really wierd and I'm tired as fuck.. o well.

Last night I was supposed to be working with Felcia but she called off (not a suprise) and I ended up working with this girl named Jenny. She's pretty cool I guess but she a little wierd... whatever.

I called Nick's house earlier and his dad picked up so I hung up. I got really scared. It was wierd.. So now I'm scared to call back.. I wish he would get on stlpunk or something. I've gotta work Saturday night and Sunday all day. ugh.. I wanna quit so bad!

Ok, well I'm gonna go do nothing.

<3 Mallory <3

At school again, how lame.. I know. I'm in discussion and debate. It's a harder class than I thought it would be. We all just sit in here and bullshit all hour. lol

So last night.. let me think of what happened. Oh, Nick was over and we babysat my neice Madison. She's such a devil child. Then she left and Nick got sick. It was sad.. So I made him a sandwich and then he got better and we did something naughty. jk. maybe. hah.. uhh anyways

Emily Bumbacher smells like shit and I hate her fucking guts. lol, just kidding. I love her like a fat kid loves cake. :) Yeah nig.

Benny Sack eats pussy all day long! lmao!

Alright I'm out of here... time to bullshit around here some more.

Peace up to my niggs in the midwest
-Mal-

I'm at school.. and it's really fucking boring. I'll write back later if I have time. <3

So today is Valentines Day.. and I'm happy. Nick is dancing in my living room.. looking at himself in the t.v. :D He's such a dirty dancer!

Missy Bock needs to shut her mouth because she's gay.

I love Nick, he bought me some candy and a big teddy bear and some flowers. <3

K, Bye.

Skipping school= BAD! No more skipping. lol I think I've already missed like 7 days in physiology and english. Who cares...

This is a really boring day and I'm drinking chocolate milk. YUM.

See ya.

AHhh what a fucking fuck day. I had like the worst day ever. My fucking mouth hurts and ughhh it's gay. I miss Nick. He's at the Taking Back Sunday/Fall Out Boy/Matchbook Romance concert. WITHOUT ME. :( Whateverrrrr. He's gonna buy me a shirt. YAY. <3. A lot. Things have seem to like crash down on my lately. Like everything hits at once and I'm like, wtf. Hop off. PLEASEEEEEE. I love Nathan. I'm so glad we are like best friends again. It's so wierd though.. because Ben and Nick are always asking like why am I his friend and all this because of what we went through. I'm his friend now because I love him. And if I ever need anything he'll be there for me. No matter what.

I'm jamming to some Story of the Year right now. I love that song Sidewalks, but Dive Right In is the shit too. What else do I love...oh yes. The Tide by The Spill Canvas is like one of my favorite songs right now. Hawthorne Heights and Taking Back Sunday are the shiat too. Yeah...

Ok I'm out to be alone. lol. I'll check ya'll laterrr. <3<3<3<3

I seriously don't think anyone reads this anymore, which is good because I can say just about anything I want. Lets see what happened over the weekend. Friday night was the football game. LAME. lol. At least we won to East St. Louis.. again. After that I went out with Nick and Ben. It was wierd that night. It's always wierd when Nathan and Nick are together. It just feels really wierd. Wierd. lol. We went to the Expo. It was kinda fun.. but it was the same one Nick and I went to a couple weeks ago at Civic Memorial's Homecoming. lol. Then after that Nick, Jade, and I all went to Ben's house and watched movies. That's all we ever do now. We just go to Ben's and watch movies till 2 or 3 am. It's all we can do. The Nick took me home. Last night we had a competition and got 4th place I think. I'm not sure.. that's what I've heard. We'll just find out tomorrow morning. After that I was freaking tired as fuck but I still wanted to hang out with Nick.. because he rocks my world. I've been hanging out with Nick almost every single night now for the past month or so. He's such a great guy and is there for me no matter what. That's what I <333 about him more than anything. He's just the coolest ever. Hmm today was Sunday. I went to Ben's and watched a movie with Nick and Ben. When I got there Nick and Ben were washing the dog and I said fuck that, I'm not washing shit. So I just watched them wash the dog. They looked so cute. lol. Then we went to wash my car and watched the movie afterwards. WHICH WAS BASICALLY A PORN, I might add. lol. Nick definately disagreed with me, but ass and titties is bascially a porn, right? lol.. anyways. I'm off to wait for Das Nickels to get online. (Nick) He's a fag. <3. Nighty Night....

Alright. I'm really bored. I just got back from swimming at my sister, Meghan's house. She's got a pretty big pool. I love swimming in it. Plus, I've got to get a tan again! I really wanted to do something tonight, but it looks like everyone has got a life besides me. I even asked Johnny if he wanted to do something, and the bitch shot me down. lol. I don't know who else to hang out with. :( My summer fucking blows.

Oh Warped Tour is 21 days! I am so excited! It's only me and Allison going. I hope we don't die or anything. We've never been before.

Well, I'm off to do nothing. Like I always do. Maybe I'll post later if anything exciting happens tonight? Probably not.

+Mallory+

Here we are for a second round. I'm so bored. Last night was Saturday.. which means Nathan, Ben, Jade, and I all went to the block party. It was ok. Nothing exciting really happened. Except Ben's neighbors caught us in a bar and went totally crazy. She was freaking out. It was so funny. We just wanted some damn tacos people. lol. After that we all headed to Andie's house to meet up with her and Shannon. We ended up staying there and watching Secret Window with Johnny Depp. It was very good. Then we left and stopped to get gas and Ben was hungry so we stopped at Jack in the Box. We dropped off Nathan and Jade and Ben and I had to piss really bad, so we stopped at Hucks then went home. I ended up coming home to my mom, who was hungry. So we went back out to Steak N' Shake and I got home about 1-ish. I drank my shake and went to bed. It was a pretty fun night. Lets see.. what's tomorrow. Oh Monday. Drum and Brass Review. Me and Teri are hosting a band. Phantom Regiment. It should be pretty cool though. I think I'm going to try out for that drum corp when I'm out of high school. Who knows. Lets do a survey. I'm really bored.



ABOUT ME:
Full Name: Mallory Amanda Brown
Birthday: 11/11/86
Height: 5'5"? I have no idea.
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: brown with blonde highlights
Astrological Sign: Scorpio!

FAVORITES:
Movie: Happy Gilmore
Band: This is tough, but I'm going to say either Dashboard Confessional or Sugarcult
TV Show: Real World
Radio Station: 89.9
Food: Pudding!
Actor: Adam Sandler and David Spade
Actress: Julia Roberts and Kirsten Dunst
Soda: I don't drink SODA!
Snack: Pudding!
CD: Story of the Year
Sport: Soccer
Sports Team: Cardinals

WHICH ONE:
Red or Blue: Blue
Pretzels or Potato Chips: Chips
NSync or a band with talent: NSYNC BABY!
Jeans or Khakis: Jeans
Black or White: Black
Day or Night: Night
Yahoo or Lycos: Yahoo
Pen or Pencil: Pencil
Comedy or Drama: Comedy
Computer or TV: Computer
CD or Radio: CD
Gold or Silver: Silver
Outgoing or Shy: .. I'm gonna say Shy.
Loud or Quiet: Neither
Tall or Short: Tall

YOUR FUTURE:
Job: A Paralegal. (Hopefully.)
Married?: I hope
Kids?: Sure
If so, How many?: 3
Girls or Boys: Boys
Names: I don't care.


What Do These Words Make You Think Of:
Rainbow: Pot of Gold!
Frog: The noise they make
Carol: Christmas
Solider: GI Joe
Star: Night
Ticket: Concert
Breakfast: At Tiffany's! :p

Do you believe in love at first sight? I think so
Do you believe in true love? Of course
Do you believe that there is someone out there for everyone? Yes, but there's not enough time for everyone to find one.
Do you have a crush? A lot
What is their name/s? They are all celbrities
Do you have a bf/gf? nope.
How long have you been with them? --
How long do you plan to be with them? --
Do you believe in god? Yes

FRIENDS:
Who is your best friend? It's friendS for me. lol. Ben and Nathan of course but there's some really good friends of mine.
Funniest: Sometimes Nathan. But me. lol
Loudest: Lindsey
Shortest: Shannon
Quietest: Jade
Tallest: Nathhhan.
Shyest: Jade sometimes.
Craziest: ME!
Most Fun: Benny Boy
Most Trust-Worthy: I'm saying Nathan. ?
Smartest: Jade
Most Creative: Ben
Weirdest: Me.
Coolest: Teriiiii!


Alright, I'm off. I've got to call Teri or something about tomorrow.

Mal